If I 
could tell 
the truth

about 
what happens 
to the marks

you leave

but won't stay 
long enough

to watch 
change

shape 
change color

finally 
fade

*

December 
makes me 
want

to terminate 
every

unreliable 
connection

*

The marks 
turn into 
syllables


stay

swollen

wait 
for 
words

breed 
heirs

you'll 
never

know

*

from your 
whip

came 
something

so far 
from

decorous

*

I shudder 
to recall

just how

I was 
conceived