By Some Miracle a Year Lousy With Meteors
May 1, 2011
May 1, 2011
I have pressed my liver between panes of glass like
a souvenir shop wild aster. Several white gleams mark
the sun falling, no violet smoke to interrupt.
I have offered up meadows, the orbiting music some
galaxy covets, too far from me. And counting up blue
skies as if any number matched with this year
I have whistled this year from a distance, a sound
only audible to hope, settled as milk. In the muscles
of other mammals, cold bowls its dirty—
the incomprehensible left kitchenly: a dry erase
board and a marker dried quiet. There is no
closure, there is no twine knotting shut bags
full of night, old biscuits, rage, gift wrap, Januaries,
pill bottles, a Whitman’s nougat bitten in two.
Our un-recyclables piled and behind them, as though
behind a hill, a quiver shimmers, the bull faces
a man shooting arrows and the sun slides before—
oily for target practice across innumerable birded
skies. The scrims move across; cardboard scenery
to represent air. Blue as grey, white as heat,
an atmosphere storms so slowly like an anteroom
and you listening for me to go up to bed,
my anteroom a chagrined charge, what we’ll
always have, a shadow charges a string of pauses.
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May 01, 2011