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A. V. Christie

Keats, in a letter, once described the poet as ". . . the most unpoetical of any thing in existence; because he has no Identity -- he is continually . . . filling some other Body -- The Sun, the Moon, the Sea and Men and Women who are creatures of impulse are poetical and have about them an unchangeable attribute -- the poet has none; he is certainly the most unpoetical of all God's creatures." Keats, of course, was talking about the poet's essential ability to enter the consciousness of diverse creation, and, in doing so, to recognize his or her affinity (and dissimilarity) to the world beyond self and body. In the poems of A. V. Christie (selected from her recently completed first-book manuscript, Nine Skies), we see this magical process at work. In "Alchemy" she writes, "I could turn to anything: laurel tree, reverberation, rain of coins, swan . . . ," as she explores her shifting poetic identity, derived from and defined by the body's limits. In "Darwin Crosses the Andes," the voice of the great naturalist becomes an imaginative vehicle for the poet, an opportunity to meditate on unseen divinity ("What force is ever-tinkering with such variation?/What is responsible for each splendid form, the lapses into ruin,/for the wild and the profound?"). And in "Diving for Pearls," she crosses oceans and cultures to discover the defining point of similarity between her own life and the life of the pearl divers. Christie is indeed an alchemist, as she transforms the experiential grain of sand into the pearl, or poem, that she and her women divers seek.

-- Elizabeth Spires

Alchemy

My body goes before me, like a lantern down a dark lane, bringing one thing after another out of darkness into a ring
of light . . . . My imagination is the body's.

--Virginia Woolf
In the dark morning you leave your empty cup on the counter
and after you've left for work I fill it again to continue.
I watch the milk swirl like a storm (although you take it black).
It is part of my same apprehending, the sound
of cardinals reminding me, long past a hesitant dawn,
just what world I've wakened to. And when I spend up until noon
in your heavy robe, use your toothbrush and pen and then pull
your turtleneck on, is it you I am trying to become?

I could turn to anything: laurel tree, reverberation, rain of coins,
swan . . . . But I am more like the swans of Lohengrin, in Boston,
Lowell's swans, all wheel and pedal to move me
when someone sits down -- a crude machinery. I have a friend
who wishes she had no body. How she could keep to herself.
A disappearance into pure mind: out beyond shadow, each touch,
each weightless wrong an irrelevance out past the dangerous.
Neither the drift nor pull, no going down on your knees.

And here I am busy with hiding, leaning my thigh to the radiator's
hot rungs, one version of a desire to have done with the body,
this grievance. The shadow of my breast no longer fine
but a place, you think, where my doubts rest and multiply;
and watch what used to be the simple path of your breathy promise
across the nape of my neck, how it catches in the swirl of hair there,
to you like some destructive curl on the weather map, replaying --
over then over -- the shift of a certain vengefulness.

My body just some chart now of our impositions -- an endless
navigation -- or some diagram in a cookbook locating the prime
spots, the outline of the creature a convenience. And when models
in the magazines turn sideways and disappear, I am haunted
by the idea of that, the daydreamed after slick and glossy-aired,
paper-thin elision. If only to be clean for a single moment, something
pure and entire for you in a perfection of my own absence
like the calculated and empty gardens of Villandry

a precision along the Loire, its chalk banks giving off the stretch
of a day's heat into midnight. A still geometry, in relief some neat story
of desire. There a topiary maze of fans, hearts, masks, daggers.
Love's trimmed inconstancy. In the saccadic blur of this panorama,
this tidy cloister, the pulse and frill of ornamental cabbage:
on the perimeter a strewn lace of underthings. Swans moving
smoothly in the moats as though pulled on a string. There along
the angled design of a boxwood salon of pens and loveletters.

No, I'll take the flawed clamor of the body, its wanting.
Like some letter written with lemon -- the wavering flame will always give
me away, written all up and down. As night opens to its bewilderment
of heliotrope and rosemary, what is better than holding
the sweating glass to the temple, a slight lilt of chimes, the moon
turning my arm pale as a doll's arm, knowing what it is to be
out of breath, the water squeezed from the sponge at the collarbone,
the smell of the sun on you, knowing all of these exquisite threats.


Darwin Crosses the Andes


All day we followed the madrina up into the mountains,
the steady rise and fall of her flecked grey flanks tedious and hypnotic.
The bell around her neck made a modest sound as each hoof
struck the terraced rock, our ten mules following
their godmother, their long ears flickering to hear her.

During the ascent I felt in my chest the onset of the puna, some small difficulty of breath. Many in Chile do not comprehend this. They think it is something in the rock, in the snow,
a power the mountains have. Truths will have their different origins.
"These waters have puna," they say.

After the stubborn potatoes which would not cook
in the boil of this diminished atmosphere, "in the pot's iron curse,"
I yearn to reach Mendoza where I hear watermelons are large
as a mule's head and a heaping wheelbarrow's worth
of peaches, olives or figs can be had for threepence.

Climbing, I've collected thirteen species of mice.
What force is ever-tinkering with such variation?
What is responsible for each splendid form, the lapses into ruin,
for the wild and profound? for the muddled torrents
through these mountains, their furious inclination?

Tonight round stones borne end over end along the Maypu
make a hollow underwater sound, haunting above the roar
toward the ocean. I hear in them time passing irrecoverably by.
My companions sleep through as sparks from the dry wood lift, torrents
of brilliant lepidoptera in an extravagant sky.


Diving for Pearls


Where is it, exactly where? Does it matter --
once a year, in a time of harvest.
I've forgotten the season, the time
of year, whether it's warm.
Perhaps, then, just the ocean
the color of pale tea in the shallows,
or some such ornamentation.
But for some weeks, the women
leave everything;
they go out in their slender boats,
out into the dark after pearls:
creamy, ambient in the depths.
From a bucket, they will warm
at some woman's throat.
And the lanterns are like wishes,
what wishes far out over the water.
They leave their husbands
to tend to the children, to open
the shades each morning,
to steam rice until the whole kitchen
is fogged in, to market, to trim,
I suppose, if need be, the wayward
bonsai tree. The women barely sleep
in their delicate work, work
like some narcotic, a rightness
elemental buoying them.
With strong kicks, holding hands,
they part the black waters
with knives in their mouths.
I think of you there as the dark
heightens the ceilings of your house,
wrapping the fragile tea cup
nestling it in the moving box
going to another state
as I work here at my desk,
near the amaryllis' mute trumpet --
the poem, the afternoon aimless,
the month trying its best to snow.
Vermeer would have us primly at the scale
weighing pearls in the wan light of another
morning. We'd be all silk and satisfaction.
But for some years, we've been
pushing through a darkness, an anger
dressed as sadness, we've been
going beyond our husbands, pressing
hungry for the clean, white thing.
Again today, we are plying our way
with knives and wishes.

Late Swim


I leave the day behind in the churned light.
The water is sour in my mouth,
each accurate breath new, filled with citronella,
with oleander unfurling its poison in the dark.
I turn and turn, want to reach you,
want you to dive silently in, rise under me, clasp my ankle in your hand. I can almost hear your slick, wet steps
Mother there near the tiki lamp
clipping dead roses heavy into a brown paper bag.

I turn toward the lamplight, swim
into the stutter and shine of home movies
where you paint your white way down a fence.
I hold still your smiling.
You are lost in a flood of boys
down the steps of your first communion.
Strangely absent in the next frames, just your trout
arranged on the sand, jeweled and diminishing.

The dancers' kilts sway too quickly.
Under a tired sky they dance the sword dance,
the fling, to your soundless piping.
Near Rushmore you turn to the camera.
I reverse the film: you back away
from the shadowed men, leap
from the aquamarine to the diving board:
the splash healed, I rescue you every time.

Originally published in the February/ March 1996 issue of Boston Review



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